My Best Friend Spent Her Thirtieth Alone With Me—Finishing Our College “Someday” List

moved through me with startling force.

Then she exhaled.

She stepped closer, and the side of her forehead rested just beneath my jaw. I could smell her shampoo and a faint sweetness from the cake. The world narrowed to the weight of her hand and the terrible ease of wanting to remain exactly where I was.

When the song ended, neither of us moved.

“Does that count?” she asked.

“The dance does.”

She lifted her head.

I could see how carefully she was waiting.

“But I need to know whether