My Best Friend Spent Her Thirtieth Alone With Me—Finishing Our College “Someday” List

had waited through every season they did not use it.

“Dad asked whether I wanted it,” I said. “I stood there holding the bag and couldn’t answer. It felt wrong to take it and wrong to leave it.”

Elise’s hand moved toward mine, then paused. I turned my palm upward, and she took it. The contact had changed since that morning; it was no longer something either of us could pretend was casual.

“I keep thinking about all the things they were going to do when the timing improved.”

Her