My Best Friend Spent Her Thirtieth Alone With Me—Finishing Our College “Someday” List

not brought me here for the satisfaction of proving we had both been foolish. She needed to know whether anything would actually change.

“Why now?” I asked.

“Because I was planning the brewery.”

I waited.

“Choosing the table, answering messages, deciding who could bring someone, whether we needed food before the reservation. And I realized I was arranging another evening where I’d hope you stayed after everyone else left.”

Her voice caught, almost imperceptibly.

“I didn’t want that to be my birthday wish again.”

I looked at her, unable to